Feeling grounded. February 8, 2008

This is my third entry, if you haven’t read this blog before please scroll down and read from the bottom up. Thanks. 

It’s been just a total roller coater ride for me these past few days. I am feeling so good about meeting Donna! All my life I’ve not had any hang ups about being adopted. The only thing that ever was strange, was not knowing who I look like. Now I know. It feels so nice. What is even better is knowing Donna. I can tell she and I will be lifetime friends. When I lay in bed until my final days, I don’t have that annoying wonder in my head anymore. How nice.

Everyone keeps asking about my birth father. For privacy sake, I will only use his first name, which is Jim.  Donna told me with a good bit of phone calls, she might be able to find him. In short, he did know about me. However, I get the feeling in speaking with Donna, I might leave that search as is. I do know why my singing voice is good, I get it from him. Donna said his voice was very good. It’s just cool knowing that much. For now, it’s all I need.

My family is doing fine with all this. I think they were just as curious as me. I’ve not had any bad reactions. In fact, I owe all of you a big thank you for all the nice voice mail’s, calls and visits. All of you are so supportive and always have been. Thank you so much. I feel so blessed to have so many friends and such a good family. I feel even more blessed that my family just got bigger.

Well, I think I will take in come TV and try to get to bed early. Good night.