First, if I haven’t called and told many of you about this yet… I am sorry. I really wanted to wait until I knew for sure. What this whole thing is about is – my Birth Mother found me! Yeah, I know – Whoa.
I had filled out a free registry a while ago and she found me on it. It has taken a few days of asking questions back and forth to confirm this. This is the main reason I haven’t said anything. I didn’t want to get all excited about it and it be a complete bomb. Today I found out for sure, it indeed wasn’t a bomb. It is my Birth Mother and her name is Donna.
I know most of you are asking a million questions now. I am sorry I don’t have any answers to give you. Where is she? Who is she? What does she look like? Where does she live? Etc. Etc. I JUST got her email and name today from the lady who runs the registry. I sat and wrote her a quick note today. I told her my phone number, emails and thank you for what she did for me. I pray she reads it tonight and calls. ANYTHING. My stomach is in knots. I can barely sleep. The excitement is too much now.
As I learn more, I will post it all here. I’ve taken in the horrible thought she may chicken out. I’d be heart broken, but something tells me different. I’ve always wanted to be her friend. I’ve always dreamed of telling her about the wonderful life she gave me. I’d love to see who I look like. I know my writing seems spotty, but my mind is racing.
I hope I have more to tell you tomorrow. I may just use this blog as a diary of thoughts too – which all of you are welcome to read. I love you all! Christy
wow ,congrats. we just had a similar situation in wayne’s family, keep me posted. Love ya